Lonely

Loneliness feels like-
Being trapped under the landslide:
The crash
The weight
The wait
The silence.
Suffocation steals my voice-
cannot cry
cannot yell
cannot call your name.
Instead I lay and wade
between unconcious and dreaming
Aware that I need you-
please pull me from the wreck.
Days pass
weeks pass-
You the non-existent angel never
pop from the sky and
darkness sucks me in
unnoticed.